You begged for my energy
For the opportunity to swim laps in my ocean
And swallow the honey sweet divinity of my power that surrounds you in waves and currents
I was meek, shallow in the coolest shade of green
You begged me
You apologized
And I was mesmerized
And forgiving
Because you were giving an out of body experience
Digesting gulps of my soul
Attempting to suckle from me all the life I had
In retrospect I am unending
A semicolon is my spirit
I have more life
Despite your unconscious effort to deplete me and hoard a wealth of my energy
But you begged me
And the new me
Now knows me with no shame
I accept the blame for my own emotional state
I mean you were doing what you do
It was I who was out of place
A carbon copy from the case study on the fuckboy species
I am the energy that you will chase and never be able to recreate
You begged me
To drain me and contain me
And hide me from the king waiting to taste me
And crown a Goddess her majesty
You begged me to mistreat me and break me
I am unending
A new me
Ascension
The me that I was always supposed to be
You begged me
And I have finally forgiven me. ©️™️
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onica donaya