The Unexplainable Me:

The unexplainable me is the girl you don’t see. The one that cries watching Lilo and stitch 2 because stich dies. The one that prays for another serious of her favorite shows because Betty and Daniel should be together. The one who doesn’t take no for an answer in any situation because no is the only word she’s use to hearing. The one who ties her shoe with her tongue sticking out because she can’t focus if her tongue isn’t out. The one who doesn’t like sex but crave the attention from her man. Her man? What man? Doesn’t like sex? I think that’s wrong. The one who knows when to let go even when it’s hard because he let go so why can’t she?
The explainable me is the girl you all see. The one who cries when she doesn’t get her way. I mean why wouldn’t she? She deserves to feel important too right? The one who doesn’t know how to stay happy. Even though she’s happy within she can’t show it. But why not? Who knows? Who cares? She cares! Finally. The one who changes but can’t let her guard down. At least not until it’s too late. Why not push everyone away? Who comes back? Who do she wants to come back? When did she become so cocky? Was it today’s I love you or yesterday’s? Why is she crying right now? Because she’s lost or because she lost him? Who’s him? You know him. The boy that she planned on spending her life with. The one who left her while she was down. The one who made her question love. The 1 in a million boy but there’s a million boys and one will be her one but she’s fine with being her only one. Confused? She’s finally not. Happy? She’s finally is. The girl who’s drunk and all alone but smiling because her heart is her home. The unexplainable me is the one you can’t see. The old me that was happy. The old me that loved myself. The old me that loved others. The unexplainable me is just me.

By:DeAzia Smith